distressed canvas.

it’s not old and used

it’s “distressed”

it’s “vintage”

rare even

so spend twice as much

spend it all

i’ll do the same.

television

i see how much they love each other

the stakes are so high, but they always find a way

they look fit without a gym

they always have a new outfit

nobody sits bored on their phone for hours

they always win

they are good actors

terrified

i wish i didn’t mind what everybody thought

i’m just in another rut

sitting in the gutter

wondering why i’m such a wonderer

i don’t have opinions

i just read what people say online

waste my day away picking a clone’s mind

keep playing the same loop

can’t think of a good line

i weigh all my options and plan it out

just to improvise

down the hall i heard a noise

i was sure it was a voice

the man inside my closet makes a good point

i’m just paranoid…

i can’t change…

why do you cry?

if you loved him, let it die

we can play this where it lies

but your playing with my mind

and i

can’t change yours for you

but you can borrow my jacket

if you get cold.